So now what?!

What ever the reasons, my mind & soul is in a complete whirl now. Perhaps the picture above could somehow brighten me up, but not for much. Though its rather a O.o to see them in this picture, but I totally have no mood for it. My results sucks. Totally. Failing 2 subjects is already a great blow for me, and yet, my other passes aren't very well done either. I am so damn fked up I dont know what. My health is also in a complete disaster. Perhaps you guys didnt know it. I feel that I'd really be dead someday. Soon. Nearing. So much for persevering, so much for that will, so much. And yet the results sucked. I dont know what I acn do? Sit and wait for a better result? Ridiculous. Nothing's gonna change. I know it myself. Everything's predicted. From the day I was born. PREDICTED. So what? I'd care less now. And there's another effing problem again. Though dad didnt say it in front of me, but he wont allow me to change my phone. Or should I say get a new one? F. I dont wish to scold him, but is it all the fault that that effing phone has busted because of my doings? I did nothing wrong. Totally. That phone, I've at least used it for 2 years and 8 months now. And I think I should get a new one since its spoilt. The guarantees for phone are just a stupid piece of writing paper, what else? The present cant be changed, right? -.- I jusy dont understand the minds and thoughts of adults. Just grown up freaks. No offense, but I seriously think some adults are not in the correct mindset of doing things and stuff. Not to be respected. If so, respect us before we do the same. Get it straight. Kids are not toys, they have their feelings too, hard feelings. Now, I can rely on my mummy. She's somehow trying to help me? Strange or what? Since she went for work, she's changed. Hope that I'll be better. Though dad warned her not to help me, but I seriously you could! Mummy help me! I'll lessen my hatred for you if you do! (: Gaw, I'm a serious jerk. Lols.

Mushroom and laoda coming over to my house for a debate, or talk? Laoda want me to accompany her to the flea market while Huiting wants me to accompany her to Ion Orchard to catch Lee Min Ho! XP Contradictory again, where should I stand? l:

P.S. Sorry peeps, I'll reply taggs later, I wanna watch my E.H.B now! :D