WESUPPORTDAESUNG

Just the urge to update again.

I know, my life an exciting like a rollercoaster ride nor is it as colourful as rainbows.

But nevertheless, mine's about expectations, rushing with the time, lingering on twitter on most importantly, fangirling. I devote my life wholeheartedly for that.

If only it was a profession. Splendid.

Life's ups and downs, am still struggling. I'd just beat down anything for the sake of being a percentage much happier and less emotional. (:

Had been slogging my youth out for assignments assignments and assignments.

Life can be rather peaceful or should i say, boring.

Its almost a month since korean music wave, yes, the day which I cherish the most of my life to date. I still cant believe I manage to see GDTOPRIYB and 2ne1 before my eyes(with other groups too,lol). Its an experience beyond words. Its amazing. Being able to enjoy and get to witness people youve adored more than yourself is just spectacular. I'll just save the awesome moments to myself. n__n

Did I mention the production of the wesupportdaesung tee? That tee is pretty amazing.

/cuts and edits/ the after work is gorgeous.

Wore wesupportdae tee to school and i got judged. Am a fangirl for life, why you mad? LOL.

I should just blog when I feel enlightened or whatever hahs.

Had changed my twitter if anyone's asking! ^.^

P.S If you get to see this; Bella unnie and Maddie; FIGHTING!!!<333

Goodbye.

Aint sure if anyone would read this, but yeah I'm just gonna rant it out.

Its tedious, its suffocating, I'm utterly energy drained.

I am a coward, a procrastinator, and definitely a bitch.

I love escapism too much. Too the extent that I tend to chew my youth away and demoralise after everything and starts whining. I'm just another girl, a typical casual one.

As much as I hate goodbyes, I just had to.

I've no face to face you girls, the fact that I know we arent that bonded anymore, we aint as close as before, we aint as crazy together as before.

Admit it, its a fact.

So that explains why I am more attached to Bella rather than sgygfamily.

But I'll just accept the fact. As much as im attached to bella now, she likes Angela more. I sensed it.

One wouldnt care so much for a random twitter friend for the past few months and gets worried.

In account of everything, im nothing.

So I suppose i'll just have to lead my live on without you girls.

Things are still intact, and we still support our fandoms.

If words hurt, I'm sorry.

I dont understand myself anymore and yes I wanna leave.

The bliss of life.

Hey folks, its been around two months since i've visited here. And I bet nobody even visits here. so everything's set. Results out, and i've been appointed to Temasek Poly.
Like Holy, its so freaking far. -.-
Anwyay, recent had been awesome. I practically spammed Se7en oppa on o lvls' results day and today/my birthday/ :D and he replied me!
that feeling is way awesome and indescribable. let the pictures do the talking. (:


Se7en's coming to Singapore. Yes, a showcase, a fanmeet and a appearance on tv.
The only chance to go for the tv show is my only chance. I prayed every single day. Please, let me see Se7en again. ):

And what's better, Bigbang and UNIQLO's collaboration and stuff are sold in Singapore. Tees and Hoodies. 8D Had a mega shopping spree last friday. I bought 2 tees, 1 hoodie, Keep your head down limited edition and Music Essay. And holy. I burnt a huge hole in my pocket. D8

Here are all the awesome shopping:









Oh, did i mention? I finally got hold of a job after months.
Horrible job, i wouldnt wanna explain this.
Life for me is just work, eat, twitter, sleep and spazz.
LOLs. shall tweet more nowwwwwwww. Byong~!

Hyperventilation.

Hi yeoms, I'm back. Not for the better though. ):
Its Saturday already and river valley hasnt contact me or any other jobs which I opted for.
I'm screwed for life; or perhaps this holiday.
If this continues, how could I ever afford for Bigbang and DBSK stuffs?
Especially when GTOP is coming back this christmas and Bigbang next new year. D;
Imma need a solution.
Hmmp, life's so dead there's nothing to blog.
Probably i'll spazz all about kpop especially Yg; afterall i'ma YG stan. 8D

/can't get enough of tabi's gifs/ xD

When we dont click.

/Looks at calendar/
Did I even realise? Its 6 December 2010 already, and I've not flipped my calendar. Its still on that November month. BB's month passed, and I've not made good use of it. Needless to say, finding a proper and reliable job. tried out the job a waitress; it can really kill. ten plus hours of standing, I've hurt my muscles. Perhaps my senses too, I've been too abnormal since then. I've decided to quit, even guys classmates of mine can't tolerate the tedious job, so can't I. I'm just a weakling who falls sick easily and nobody cares.

Its true, nobody cares.
Its fine for me alright, at least I'm still able to live normally like any other, spazz and indulge in my own fandoms. Contented much.

/Countdown/
So its finally finalized.
1. 6 days to Maknae Seungri's Birthday.
2. 9 days to the release of GTOP's High High mv and Ohyeah.
3. 18 days to the full release of GTOP's album. / Christmas Eve.
4. 19 days to Christmas.
5. 28 days to the release of Maknae Seungri's digital single.
6. 56 days to BIGBANG's COMEBACK.
& finally; 7. 68 days to my birthday.

I guess these are all; if my calculations are accurate. Imma gonna get ready and save, and in between these months, there'll be a day of O level's results release which I don't even know when. O.O /failure much. failure for life/

/Wakes up everyday with something in mind/(?)
--> Get a job asap.
--> Needs to save up loads for kpop, blackberry and christmas.
--> Don't wanna stay at home to face mummy.
--> Wanna finish all the dramas and shows I've been tempted and wanting to finish.
--> I wanna prove you wrong.

Which of these are fulfilled? None. Yay, just continue thinking Huiyi; and nothing can be accomplished you fool. /need to really wake up/

I will. I try. I tolerate. I try to do my best. But you'll never appreciate, so what's the use?

To you guys:
Perhaps you might never ever see this, /since this blog has been dead for months/ I just wish to rant it out. You guys may be my long-known friends, we trusted each other, helped each other, looked out for each other, fooled together, etc.

Upon all these happenings, some incidents can and could be avoided, but you guys just resulted to it. Every single time. Its always the same sarcasm, the same words, discrimination etc. I'm sick of it, seriously. I am petty, but its you who forced it out. Yes its childish and immature, but have you ever spent time reminiscing about the past of why it all happened? Perhaps you should. Its not whose fault, or if anybody's at fault.

Its only that you don't udnerstamd me well enough despite all those years together. All I have for you is disappointment and lose in trust. Apologies exist you know that?

Its up to you to determine the result. Everything happens for a reason; are you ready to bear the consequences?