Disappointment;

Shall elaborate from yesterday. Headed to sh's house, surprisingly on time. (: Went for groceries shopping for about an hour before proceeding to her house. Started preparing things that we each had to do. Blabbers and laughters. XP In the end after all that preparation, we had out lunch at 2plus. Each starving like no other. Consumed our lunch, with so many accidents in between, we finally get to eat. (: Desert was great! :D Great work all! After lunch, slacked and played poker, what the luck. I lost money in the end. ); Watched videos with sh's xiao bai, and there's this music festival which I cant miss! Yet, I still haven watched. -.- Fled from her house at nearly 5. Sorry to cause your kitchen in chaos! Afterall, we had fun! ^^

Today, learning journey at Marina Barrage. To make it simple, it was just to allow us to go outdoors to tan ourselves. Though really get to know some extra info, but the scorching sun burnt our mood away. In between, we had time to slack, so that was it. Yet, mrs loy talked to me about my chemistry. I know, I am terrible. But it's not that I didnt study, I just get it in! Was so frustrated with chem that I almost gave up, but I didnt, and I can only hope to continue persevere. Had the ferry journey, with the whole class so enthu about wacing to tourists. Fun. :D Marina barrage was, very warm. The sun just condensed the water in my brain. Had a terrible headache back to school, and the whole bus was so quiet with everyone so tired, many fell asleep. Me too, shiok. Reached school, headed back to class. Got chem results. As seen, I flunked. Well, what else can I do now? Adk for help? Maybe? When I have the mood, perhaps. Went to meet ms tan with clique and knew my F&N results. Surprisingly, my F&N paper passed! :D That was what I didnt thought of. 50/100, slided through. (: Plus coursework and others, hope I'll score better. (: But on the other side, I knew my SS results. 21/50. My mind was a total blankout. I am so disappointed in myself. What happened? Regardless of what, I am sure to fail my humanities. Dead. Was so disappointed that I went againt my emo side again. So much for knowing results earlier than others. Not always a good thing. And the weather clearly reflected my emotions. It was pouring. Went ahead through the pour and went home with cl and sh. Headed to hub to meet laoad. After all what I told her, she doesnt seem to care, her face betrays her so. She doesnt console people. Had lucnh and chatted, window shopping and then headed home. Told her to encourage yet she doesnt know how. ); I miss mushroom! Where you?! And I've told her to make me cry and instead, she made me laugh, making me feeling more miserable. D; In the end, home-d. I cried, very hardly. I wetted my pillow, oh hell, how am I going to turn in tonight? Well, I could only pray for a better tomorrow.

P.S. :Clique, the reasons that I'm so indulge in idolising is that I hope that with an aim to go for, at least I wont think so much and go negative. So stop suan-ing me liao okays? I found my goal, so should you guys. (: SJ's great! 10 billion views!Beat that! Sorry of my indulgence, I still love XiaoYu de, I swear. :D

Taggs replied tomorrow, hope that I'll get cheered up soon...