Until Whenever

WESUPPORTDAESUNG

2011-08-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Just the urge to update again.

I know, my life an exciting like a rollercoaster ride nor is it as colourful as rainbows.

But nevertheless, mine's about expectations, rushing with the time, lingering on twitter on most importantly, fangirling. I devote my life wholeheartedly for that.

If only it was a profession. Splendid.

Life's ups and downs, am still struggling. I'd just beat down anything for the sake of being a percentage much happier and less emotional. (:

Had been slogging my youth out for assignments assignments and assignments.

Life can be rather peaceful or should i say, boring.

Its almost a month since korean music wave, yes, the day which I cherish the most of my life to date. I still cant believe I manage to see GDTOPRIYB and 2ne1 before my eyes(with other groups too,lol). Its an experience beyond words. Its amazing. Being able to enjoy and get to witness people youve adored more than yourself is just spectacular. I'll just save the awesome moments to myself. n__n

Did I mention the production of the wesupportdaesung tee? That tee is pretty amazing.

/cuts and edits/ the after work is gorgeous.

Wore wesupportdae tee to school and i got judged. Am a fangirl for life, why you mad? LOL.

I should just blog when I feel enlightened or whatever hahs.

Had changed my twitter if anyone's asking! ^.^

P.S If you get to see this; Bella unnie and Maddie; FIGHTING!!!<333

Goodbye.

2011-08-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

Aint sure if anyone would read this, but yeah I'm just gonna rant it out.

Its tedious, its suffocating, I'm utterly energy drained.

I am a coward, a procrastinator, and definitely a bitch.

I love escapism too much. Too the extent that I tend to chew my youth away and demoralise after everything and starts whining. I'm just another girl, a typical casual one.

As much as I hate goodbyes, I just had to.

I've no face to face you girls, the fact that I know we arent that bonded anymore, we aint as close as before, we aint as crazy together as before.

Admit it, its a fact.

So that explains why I am more attached to Bella rather than sgygfamily.

But I'll just accept the fact. As much as im attached to bella now, she likes Angela more. I sensed it.

One wouldnt care so much for a random twitter friend for the past few months and gets worried.

In account of everything, im nothing.

So I suppose i'll just have to lead my live on without you girls.

Things are still intact, and we still support our fandoms.

If words hurt, I'm sorry.

I dont understand myself anymore and yes I wanna leave.

The bliss of life.

2011-02-13T16:06:00.005+08:00

Hey folks, its been around two months since i've visited here. And I bet nobody even visits here. so everything's set. Results out, and i've been appointed to Temasek Poly.
Like Holy, its so freaking far. -.-
Anwyay, recent had been awesome. I practically spammed Se7en oppa on o lvls' results day and today/my birthday/ :D and he replied me!
that feeling is way awesome and indescribable. let the pictures do the talking. (:

Se7en's coming to Singapore. Yes, a showcase, a fanmeet and a appearance on tv.
The only chance to go for the tv show is my only chance. I prayed every single day. Please, let me see Se7en again. ):

And what's better, Bigbang and UNIQLO's collaboration and stuff are sold in Singapore. Tees and Hoodies. 8D Had a mega shopping spree last friday. I bought 2 tees, 1 hoodie, Keep your head down limited edition and Music Essay. And holy. I burnt a huge hole in my pocket. D8

Here are all the awesome shopping:

Oh, did i mention? I finally got hold of a job after months.
Horrible job, i wouldnt wanna explain this.
Life for me is just work, eat, twitter, sleep and spazz.
LOLs. shall tweet more nowwwwwwww. Byong~!

Hyperventilation.

2010-12-11T16:53:00.002+08:00

Hi yeoms, I'm back. Not for the better though. ):
Its Saturday already and river valley hasnt contact me or any other jobs which I opted for.
I'm screwed for life; or perhaps this holiday.
If this continues, how could I ever afford for Bigbang and DBSK stuffs?
Especially when GTOP is coming back this christmas and Bigbang next new year. D;
Imma need a solution.
Hmmp, life's so dead there's nothing to blog.
Probably i'll spazz all about kpop especially Yg; afterall i'ma YG stan. 8D

/can't get enough of tabi's gifs/ xD

When we dont click.

2010-12-06T19:54:00.002+08:00

/Looks at calendar/
Did I even realise? Its 6 December 2010 already, and I've not flipped my calendar. Its still on that November month. BB's month passed, and I've not made good use of it. Needless to say, finding a proper and reliable job. tried out the job a waitress; it can really kill. ten plus hours of standing, I've hurt my muscles. Perhaps my senses too, I've been too abnormal since then. I've decided to quit, even guys classmates of mine can't tolerate the tedious job, so can't I. I'm just a weakling who falls sick easily and nobody cares.

Its true, nobody cares.
Its fine for me alright, at least I'm still able to live normally like any other, spazz and indulge in my own fandoms. Contented much.

/Countdown/
So its finally finalized.
1. 6 days to Maknae Seungri's Birthday.
2. 9 days to the release of GTOP's High High mv and Ohyeah.
3. 18 days to the full release of GTOP's album. / Christmas Eve.
4. 19 days to Christmas.
5. 28 days to the release of Maknae Seungri's digital single.
6. 56 days to BIGBANG's COMEBACK.
& finally; 7. 68 days to my birthday.

I guess these are all; if my calculations are accurate. Imma gonna get ready and save, and in between these months, there'll be a day of O level's results release which I don't even know when. O.O /failure much. failure for life/

/Wakes up everyday with something in mind/(?)
--> Get a job asap.
--> Needs to save up loads for kpop, blackberry and christmas.
--> Don't wanna stay at home to face mummy.
--> Wanna finish all the dramas and shows I've been tempted and wanting to finish.
--> I wanna prove you wrong.

Which of these are fulfilled? None. Yay, just continue thinking Huiyi; and nothing can be accomplished you fool. /need to really wake up/

I will. I try. I tolerate. I try to do my best. But you'll never appreciate, so what's the use?

To you guys:
Perhaps you might never ever see this, /since this blog has been dead for months/ I just wish to rant it out. You guys may be my long-known friends, we trusted each other, helped each other, looked out for each other, fooled together, etc.

Upon all these happenings, some incidents can and could be avoided, but you guys just resulted to it. Every single time. Its always the same sarcasm, the same words, discrimination etc. I'm sick of it, seriously. I am petty, but its you who forced it out. Yes its childish and immature, but have you ever spent time reminiscing about the past of why it all happened? Perhaps you should. Its not whose fault, or if anybody's at fault.

Its only that you don't udnerstamd me well enough despite all those years together. All I have for you is disappointment and lose in trust. Apologies exist you know that?

Its up to you to determine the result. Everything happens for a reason; are you ready to bear the consequences?

Since ages.

2010-11-15T12:58:00.002+08:00

With O's down, I'm back! ^^ I guess everyone's so into mugging, nobody's even managing their blog; or perhaps to lazy too. I'm just so free now that I just intend to rant it all out here.

Skipping through all those stressing and frustrating examinations which I dont have any confidence at all, I was all in for the fun. The best I could ever had.

16`Oct 2010 ~
Day was long, JYJ showcase in Sg. Yes, I was unable to attend KPN thus JYJ's SC. Its probably my greatest regret for life. T-T anyway, I fell in love with them again, they are too good for words, and I'm terrible at words thus I shouldn't elaborate further. My twitter says it all. :D

I'm like a loner, rotting at home all day. I need a job desperately. Bank balance with less than five hundred bucks aint something that good. Imma get myself a Blackberry cos my cookie is screwed, need to get myself a camera cos the one I'm using now sucks. And definitely more and more Bigbang merchandises! Gawd, and definitely for any concerts or events next year. I'm positive Bigbang and JYJ are coming again, = $$$$$$$!

Ohmygod-sun. Need to grow moneh. $.$
Anyway, life's been good if everything just continues!
Back to twitter, ciaos~! xD

The best ever.

2010-08-29T14:39:00.003+08:00

Hey! Yes people, I'm back here cos I just feel like blogging here again. ^^
My last post was about two months back. Gosh, how'd i miss blogging, lols. I've been updating my tumblr though. Hahas. And tomorrow's English prelims. O.O

However, I'm here today with a purpose.
Its been days, months and almost a year that I'm a VIP. I'm so devoted to them that i've even started a twitter bigbang fanclub, in expression of my love to the lovely guys and to all vips worldwide. Acticipating I'll have at least once, just once chance in my life to meet, see them, and I'll be satisfied. Praying everyday, the best has come.

The shocking moment, the heartbreaking moment, the best moment in my life.
BIGBANG is coming to Singapore!
I was so delighted that I just kept screaming. It's too great a feeling. I'll definitely never miss the opportunity. I swear. Its just too awesome. Thank god for everything.
Just allow me to scream with joy! I still can't really believe it! <3

2010-06-11T15:53:00.001+08:00

. Should I be back here? I missed blogging ): and I miss bigbang too!

A new out.

2010-05-17T19:04:00.001+08:00

May be leaving this site to another, just to keep words less and just fill it in with images.
I'll still be back if I'm not used there.
So ya, here's it:

HERE

2010-05-15T20:29:00.001+08:00

Photos speaks louder than words.
Yes, exams are finally over.

2010-05-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

Can't stop laughing! :D

2010-05-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

I'll be back.
Soon. (:

2010-05-03T16:16:00.000+08:00

Can't resist that cuteness! :D
How'd i wish i was there. );

2010-05-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Chinling & Kenglin! (:

Distractions.

2010-04-30T20:41:00.003+08:00

Well, apparently I am distracted by all these. My black collection. Lol, besides that ear piece lah and that candy to chill me off. Cleared off english and chinese paper already. By right, I should be revising, studying for the upcoming examinations and strive hard for my o's, but no! I'm such a failure by not having sufficient motivation and wasting my time here. Lol.

After all, this little site here just allows the ample space for me to trash my emotions and past doing isn't it? It'll be a good one. (:

Off to "study" now.
On facebook! :D

Does Affirmations really work? If they do, I'll surely try it out!

2010-04-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING HONEY! :D
Hope you'll get to see Junsu! Why, I'm soooooooooooooooooooo jealous!
Hahas, anyway, hope you enjoyed your day. (:

Shall be on haitus, exams started.
So long! ^^

I saw BIGBANG ON TV!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS! <3

2010-04-27T18:00:00.003+08:00

I'm boreddddddd!

Shall elaborate on the past few days then.
Went out with clique on sat, suntec, vivo and many other places. And I didnt catch my Monga. D; Super saddded! Huiting jio-ed me to watch, but exams are near, how?! Lol.
Cl and kl bought shoes from Charles and Keith, the price doesn't seem like its quality, its a big difference, can consider if shoes are admired. :D
Studied with laoda and huiting on sunday over at my house.
But I doubt much revision/ homework was done.
We've too much to say though we're only apart for a few days! ^^
Oh well, BB's electric love tour dvd is launching tomorrow! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Too many desires, T.T which are not really attainable. Hmmp.
And Huiting finally bought me my birthday present. :D
She told me what it is already, wait till I get my hands on it!Last but not least,
Tabi!!! <3

2010-04-26T20:45:00.002+08:00

To the cutest Daesung!
Happy Birth DAE! <3
Smile always! ^^

2010-04-23T21:06:00.001+08:00

The best choice ever.
Much anticipation. (:

Life couldn't get any worse.

2010-04-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

Life's nothing to expect much from anyway.
And this year seriously sucks. It seems to be such a nice, enjoyable, fascinating year which is much anticipated, yet such a huge thing came right up. -.-
Studying and studying.
Going bonkers. Soon.
Unexpected Thursday blues.

All I can do is to stare at your pic and retrieve some motivation.
It'll pass soon.
I'll stay strong. So does everyone.
Hwaiting!

2010-04-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

Super awed about this horrific concept, till i saw this:

Jealousy really kills. -.-
Hands off him...

2010-04-19T20:44:00.001+08:00

I finally got my BIGBANG dairy!
<3>Yes, I really spent my weekend well. (:
Headed to j8 to meet up huiting, and laoda came later.
Trained to somerset, window shopping sround 313. I love hmv, how great it is if its mine.
Then headed to bugis junction for lunch>bugis street>iluma...
Hub for dinner with huiting and home.

Laoda, we are seriously apologetic about what we have done.
I know its our fault to neglect you and roam around in our world of kpop.
I swear I'll not do this ever again. I swear. I'll have self-control and upset you anymore.
Reply my texts okay? And huiting says that the cookies are ready! (:

I passed both my maths test! :D Thanks god!

B.I.G to the BANG!

2010-04-17T11:15:00.005+08:00

So I'm back here. (:
Life now is so action packed that time seems to speed so fast that a week is gone. o.o
Double B is now having their schedules tight too, and finally a updated photo. *screams!
And tabi's hair is really whoa! :D hot.
Their album is gonna be released during September or October. And damn, I'll be having my O's -.- suck it. But, Mum provided me cash to buy my BB DIARY! :D
Happy like one kid, but she's not being herself recently. For the better or the worse?

Elaboration on ytd then, classes as usual, stayed back for poa test, and headed to pastamania for lunch. (: Attended school's commendation day. Overall it was fine, but the only unfortunate thing is that there's a scumbug behind. -.- And sh and I didnt get to taste the catered food and went home. And I only had to drink that bitter gourd soup. >.< Meeting up with Huiting later, probably get the diary. Heheheeh! XD Nothing can explain my feelings now.

http://BBCDR.egloos.com/2418322
Just to add on. ^^
Cute!~

2010-04-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Thanks Huiting for that Bigbang poster! (:

2010-04-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

Finally, its here.
I wont miss it.

Laoda and huiting was here just now, and seriously speaking,
I'm so fed up with the situation now that I feel like screaming at them.
How'd they do this to DBSK!
DBSK, always the five. Keep the faith!
Hwaiting!

Misses.

2010-04-13T19:48:00.002+08:00

I know, summer is only two months away and it'll come fast,
but...
..
.
I'm already missing you, double B! ):

2010-04-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

Anybody hungry? (:

HUITING!!! GIVE ME THAT BB POSTER SOON WILL YA?! );

2010-04-12T16:50:00.003+08:00

Weekend passed so rapidly. I've been procrastinating, wasting, delaying so much of my precious time doing nothing. I feel so useless. -.-
Its tying me down, its getting nearer and nearer day by day.

Soon I'll have to leave this little space.
Till then, there's always time for fun and joy ain't it?

I finally got my birthday present from laoda. (:
Its far from what I've imagined, and thought it will be. [since ht told me ^^]
Its chio. I loved it.
Thanks laoda! :D in case you didnt see. ^^

I've been storing too much, characteristics of aquarius can't change aye?
I need some h2h talk, or else I know I'll really pour.

All I can do now is to anticipate,
and hate you.

Its sad to see that GD's concert scandal has not fully end.
For details, CLICK.

2010-04-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

Yes people I'm back.
After two days of proper health care and sufficient sleep.
Went out on Tuesday with cl,kl and sh to have lunch and bought kl's birthday present. Left, met with huiting and bus-ed home. Met menghui and went hub.
Printed loads of photos. 57 photos for me in total whoa.
Home-d and skipped dinner.
And thats when the tragic happened.

I was so nauseous and started puking the whole night.
I was so so listless and energy-less.
Yet, persistent I headed for school.
The whole day was terrible.
I felt as if I could hardly survive.
Headed home straight after school, and started puking again at home.
Was so sick, with no one to bring to see doc, so stayed at home all day trying to sleep and puking. o.o Dad came home and brought me to the doc's immediately. Thanks Dad. (:

Whatever, I know its with my stomach problems again.
Stomach flu/ gastric problem.
Puking whatever I ate.
Life couldn't get any worse. It was like hell.
Got one day MC.
So stayed at home all day to rest.
Got better, but still puking.

Went school today, pulled through.

Sometimes I really wonder if I'll die of stomach cancer or stomach related illness. What ever it is, I can really sense that my life is short. And I hope I'm able to fulfill what I really want.
Tabi, xy. Wait for me!

OMFG.
I think I'm gonna puke again. :S

2010-04-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

Going out soon.
Tight packed schedule!

Answer me.

2010-04-06T09:01:00.004+08:00

I really don't understand, why can maths be such a obstacle for me?
My maths is horrendous.

During my primary school days, I often scored well for maths, and its the best among my four subjects. I loved primary maths ttm. But how'd the hell that when switched to secondary school maths, it fell so terribly that my confidence for it is almost dead?

I'm doomed. I'd never expect this to happen. )':
And the most ridiculous thing is that I'm able to educate laoda about maths topics and aiding her to ace better in maths, and yet for me its the otherwise.

Always failing.
I'm seriously hit.

E-learning now. Lol.
I've yet to have my breakfast. -.-

2010-04-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

Life couldn't get any worse.
Well, but at least I got something to be happy with.
I've got a new mff personas, bigbang.
Hot isn't it? (:
As for the itouch thing, sigh.
I think I'll get over it soon.
I practically spent my weekend pouring in my sorrows. D;
May I get over it fast enough. I know you'll be there (:

Happy Birthday Eunhyuk. (:

2010-04-03T14:10:00.003+08:00

My itouch's dead. Somehow I think my com is the main cause of the problem.
I spent quite some time crying and wiping off my tears. Lol.
I'll just have to wait till I get a new computer, or I would have to just wait for someone to save me from this disaster. Been terribly unlucky these days.
FML.

2010-04-03T11:07:00.001+08:00

How proud it is to broadcast a concert in theaters?
Everyone's definitely proud of him,
The one and only Bigbang Leader; G-Dragon.

2010-04-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

Got jacked before the end of April Fool's yesterday.
Seriously a good one.
Been slacking for the whole day out with Menghui.
Saturday's gonna be a boring one.
Very fucked up now, whats the problem with it?!

2010-04-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

Laoda is off to Malaysia, while Huiting is still busy for her common tests and I'm trying not to disturb her.
Girls, I miss you you know that? ):

No matter what anyone says, passion never lies. That's what Shine a Light is - TOP
Bigbang's only back this summer. D; That's 2 more months!

I feel so effing terrible now....

2010-04-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

Whole day screwed. And I'm still terribly in pain now.
I got into the net, and went to bbvip.net as usual,
And I got a shock.
Say no please, it must have only been a April Fool joke.
Oh damn, I feel like I'm dying...

2010-03-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's Napha. o.o
Celebrating belated Dad's birthday now. Bye. (:

2010-03-29T20:24:00.003+08:00

How hot is this?! XD
Well, its the Monday, horrible Monday.

Maths test early in the morning is just terrible. My mind got so stuck up that I went blank. o.o Morning lessons were fine, SS rocks man! Mr Ko was so agitated saying about how rich people can really spend their money and how exaggerating it was. Right, I totally agree.

Lessons after that was...everyone seem so listless.
Chemistry sup after school, I can understand. (:
Everything was right when it started pouring. -.- I had no umbrella, but to wait for it to stop. it made me so blue that everything went so wrong.

Met laoda, we chatted as usual.
And she made part of my day, saying" Bigbang is really famous." :D
You're right for the first time laoda!!!

2010-03-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

2.4km made me tired and worn out for the whole day.
The timing's so damn whoa.
I really wonder how guys could run that fast, its truly o.o
I've not anticipating for any pass anyway.

Back to the scenario, it makes me dumb for a sec and realize I've not react.
I understand myself, I'm doomed.

I doubt I'm able to wake up early tomorrow.

2010-03-24T20:26:00.001+08:00

School's tough.
Elaboration:　
Monday - Freaked out; totally. It seems like the first day of school, and its a Monday=Blues. People are either grouped very lively, chatting up with friends about their holidays & blah. The latter are those who are unable to be regain their "study-self", looking listless and tired.

As for me, I'm stuck in the contradict.

Tuesday - Classes were rather "chilling" , with SS and physics lessons. I suppose that helped alot. (: Started on english project, was so hooked up with the term ENGLISH. :D Had dinner with Menghui later at night at ah fu's. Loads to re collaborate.

Today: Lessons were rather "un attractive", I don't really seem to understand much. Need to read up myself. Assembly was...I don't know how to elaborate, 1h and 10 mins of assembly is delayed till 1h and 40 mins. Went library to touch up on english project again.

With those tons of homework, so many chapters and chim words, already half of energy used up, NAPHA is here again. God.

Have been pondering these days;
And I've come to an conclusion.

There's still that room for you.
Followed my heart.
Seriously speaking, I find no fault loving more than one.
At the very least, its self-awareness, better than others whom knows nothing and just acts like a smart alec. You know who you are.

2010-03-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

As promised. (:

Mondays, what else?
Monday blues.

2010-03-20T15:55:00.002+08:00

Out with laoda and Huiting yesterday was fun, (:
Alice in Wonderland is nice, should have catch it 3D instead of flat.
Its either I'm sick or worried, I dont feel well, tied up deep inside.
And with that terrible headache,
I still got a punch from someone.
Ouch. Dr. Choi, where are you? );

2010-03-20T15:04:00.001+08:00

They are just like kids. ^^

I really had a hard time laughing at my seven year ol TOP. :D

2010-03-18T19:24:00.001+08:00

Though my blog seems bored, but there's still readers! Heh. (:
Its finally the holidays yet its ending. 3 more days. o.o
Had class and workshop for the past few days. Caught of loads of info with laoda and Huiting. And I think I'm so affected by the comprehension's workshop lecturer that I'm speaking English with a little of that american/british accent. Cus there'e two lecturers you see. And listening to them just makes me go ??? and exactly the frown/laugh expression. Lol.

I've yet to finish my homework!
Why is there such thing?! -.- I've only completed with Social Studies and Chinese, which leaves me with chemistry, physics, maths, and POA. O.O And homework from the workshop too. Wth?!
Blame it on my time management. Hahas.
I'm currently so addicted to my itouch's game application that I have to charge it every single day! Hehs.

Promising myself that I will finish up maths today, yet I'm still here blogging.
The net is such a big distraction. I'm so fascinated. LOL.
I just read about GD's shine a light book which BBVIP translated to english. *so thankful!*
I read it, pondering, wondered, touched.
He is such a perfectionist. He is truly one artist to adore and support for.
I bet many would simply fall for him by reading this: CLICK!
Read Daesung's story too, he is really a cute. *so is my TOP. Hehs. ^^
Its difficult to understand the feelings of an artist, but every has their own emotions.
If interested, CLICK!
Apparently there's seven or eight parts to it, do read if you're bored! :D

Alright, will be meeting up Huiting and Laoda tomorrow to catch 'Alice in Wonderland'!
Hahas. :D I'm sure it'll be great. XD
I'll try to get as much photos and update! (:
So long guys. :D

2010-03-16T16:03:00.001+08:00

I seriously hate stares. And I feel like slapping someone on the face now.
But I just truly can't resist this - Dear, cheer me up will you?
I'm breaking inside...

2010-03-13T16:12:00.001+08:00

Ah fu is back! :D
Frankly speaking, I missed him.
And uncle too, especially the past memories.
I swear I'll visit him as much as I can. :D
Cus he's food is still as awesome! (:

2010-03-12T21:16:00.003+08:00

My results are back.
As expected, failures throughout. 4 to be exact.
No hard feelings, used to it?
Just remembered my last day at school before term 2 ended by having a hard laugh at the Discipline Master. Blaming us when we were walking to the exit when he knocked towards a somewhat pole and "Aiyo!" and blamed us for it. " All your fault lah."
Hahahs, I really had a great hard time laughing!
He's cute isn't he? (:

Just searching for information for Bigbang, when I surfaced these:
I love this!!!Another crave, Be@rbricks!
Its fascinating with all the designs, and I'm attracted to the one of the shops in Iluma!
Where the Be@rbrick is designed with the slogan " Too fast to live, too young to die".
Awesome madness.
And TOP loves it too! He has 1000+ collections of it!
^^ Falling for the same things and designs, we are similar!
Heh.
Fine, I'll be searching up for more Be@rbricks designs now,
Bye! (:

Procrastination.

2010-03-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

Yes, its been long since I've updated with a proper post.

Cheers to all; holidays is in 2 days time! (:
Though its suppose to be the holidays to chill and relax, there's still supplementary lessons and workshops coming up. Loads oh homework, lack of time, blahs.
I think I'm procrastinating too much.
Am I?
Wasting my time hooked on kpop, watching videos and stuff.
Feeling so lost and empty.
I really dont know what's with the maths chapter; vectors. Its really tough. And it'd really killed many of my brain cells. Common tests marks is also a great disappointment. Though it doesn't really affect my O's, but it sure reflects how I'm coping with my studies. Disaster.

I wonder how my mum will react when she sees my report book. There would really be alot of _______. Lol.
Mum doesn't really care, she just asks me to work harder and try my best.
Till now, I realized that I'm the one who really cares.
I've been caring too much; too much. To those gossips which is none of my business, un-related problems, and the attracting news. Tsk.
Correction to life; just like mum. Changing, adapting, leading with a new goal.
Well, if its effective, I'll really try it out. (:

Doing for the better isn't it?
Hard work pays off, hope it really is.
Till then, Bye.

P.s. Happy Birthday Mr Ko! ^^
Work hard, play hard.

2010-03-08T20:36:00.001+08:00

Tight schedule.
Still fascinated by my supreme ipod touch! ^^

2010-03-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

I finally got my ipod touch! ^^

2010-03-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

I bet it was awesome, too bad I wasn't there.

ipod touch; you'd better wait.

2010-03-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

Entertain me.
Please!

2010-03-01T20:45:00.001+08:00

Know what?
Bigbang ranks Number 5 in Korea's top 40 most powerful celebrities. (:

2010-03-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

Back.
Its been tiring the past few days. Well, staying back every single day after school.
Imagine that.
Had the social etiquette workshop last thursday; unexpectedly its quite fun. (:
Friday ended late for me, hom-ed at six plus and went out with kenglin at seven plus.
Everything's so rush that I nearly suffocated. Lol. :D
After the photography thing, went to meet Menghui up.
She and her group of friends celebrating Fookchoy's birthday.
They seems to have great fun. (:
Weekends are bore. I wanna get out.
To chill. Grandma's staying for the time being. );
AWKWARD.
I'm emo from my Monday blues.
Ignore me.

Sh: See the pic up there? I can totally accept him although he's in his tights! :D

2010-02-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

Just can't stay focused. Motivation needed. Urgently.
Adding on with a tough shoulder would be great.

A little more motivation will do.

2010-02-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

Introducing Lollipop 2!

Lollipop 1 has finally been up in Singapore, and yet Lollipop 2 is out; new!
I'm so gonna get my hands on it.
But its said that only Korea has it now, and of cause, Bigbang is endorsing it. :D
Recalling back the huge hit Bigbang & 2NE1 's lollipop for lollipop phone 1?
Now its to phone number 2!
Freaking awesome, and its also a massive hit!
Hahas, even laoda wanna get her hands on it.
Cos its pink! (:
Oh ya, I saw what I want badly!
BIGBANG DAIRY THAT WAS IMPORTED INTO SG! O.O
Its sixty bucks, damn cashy.
But I want it badly! ):
Tsk, time is flying real fast.
And February's ending. O' levels comin.
Cant help but to be so stressed up and sigh.
I lack of sleep, motivation, persistence, perseverance, and especially time.
Coursework, coursework all day.
Tests, tests every alternative days.
I need a change in my life. Really.
I'll die of exhaustion & fatigue soon, adding up with the serious headache trouble.
God, may time just fly past and let everything end quick,
I can't hardly gasp for breath!
Chem test today was a fluster, poa's results was a disaster, and I pray hard tomorrow's maths test would be better.
Nobody understands, do they?
Now, there's even no one who's reading my blog.
Its just me ranting my worries and problems where nobody would even take a glance.
Well, life.
It sucks.
FML.

2010-02-20T00:54:00.003+08:00

Hey out there, I'm back! (: Like, finally. Hahs.
Updates for the past past few days.
Here goes:

Friday;12Feb
Got up early and prepared to catch train to Malaysia. Slept whole journey through. Super tired. Reached, slacked around as more relatives came. Hardly get to sleep days after. Eye bags & dark eye rings popping out. Lol.

Saturday;13Feb
Officially sixteen. (: Its a very 'great' feeling, when you're sick on your birthday. -.- Down with flu, fever and headache. Wtf. But still managed to get out of bed at night. Cousins and relatives said they had programmes, and everyone was asked to gather. And they started singing the birthday song, not for me, but my aunt. At that very moment, it feels horribly awful when you know its you're birthday yet you have to celebrate someone Else's birthday. Its indescribable. When everyone gathered for group photo, everybody started singing again. I turned back, and was totally shocked. Everyone had remembered my birthday, and it was all arranged by my cousins. Awfully touched. Totally. I was also shocked by the 'bomb' that strucked out so suddenly. Had fun. :D Had sleep for a few hours and everyone set off to the Cameron Highlands; with five cars & 40 people. Whoa.

Sunday;14Feb
Valentine's day. (: Spend almost half the day traveling to there, and yet there was such terrible weather, and causing us all starving. Soon, reached the resort. Freezing cold. There's no fan nor air-conditioner, yet its so freaking cold. How great to live there! Slacked, hot pot for dinner. Slept freezing.

Monday;15Feb
Spent the whole day exploring Cameron Highlands. The traffic jam and scorching sunlight just makes me wanna spit vulgarities. Strawberries everywhere. Jam, ice cream, ice-blend, pancakes, etc. Made our way back home around noon. And had lunch at 4, dinner at 11.30pm! GOD.

Tuesday;16Feb
Had ample rest, and finally made our way back Singapore.

Wednesday;17Feb
Visited aunt, had another birthday celebration. :D

Thursday;18Feb
Finally back to school. Not much, still the new year 'fu' around. (:

Friday;19Feb
School till 5. Family went overseas again; grandma's house. Leaving me all alone. ):
Had dinner with Meng, slacked at hub. Poker at her house, and now home. Com-ed. Chatting; surfing for news.

Currently, Meng is sleeping right next to me, with her big tiger.
Yet I'm still wide awake. o.o
The greatest thing about new year are always the red packets. :D

Thanks all who wished me happy birthday. ^^

2010-02-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Hey readers! (:
I think I'll be on haitus these few days, going back to malaysia.
And I'll leave in less than 12 hours I guess?
Yeah, it seems real fun not staying singapore; but I'll surely miss here! ):
2 days to my sixteenth birthday. ^^
3 days to valentines.
Just hope everyone can just stay hapy. :D
Sorry about not replying taggs;
Miss me people! :D

2010-02-09T20:41:00.003+08:00

Desires are always so tempting.

2010-02-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

I need a tough shoulder to lean on badly.
Anyone?

2010-02-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

Uber busy these past few days; shall elaborate further when I have ample time.
Thanks Meng for helping me blog! (:
Its another 5 days away, and I not excited nor happy at all...

2010-02-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

Guess who am I? :)

Hahah , Okay, I'm menghui :) Hah , someone's birthday is coming real soon !!
like 7 more days. Hahah , Happy advance birthday my dear !! :)
You're gonna be 16 in a week. Can go for NC 16 movies alr, while mine is still long way .
Hope you'll enjoy your birthday though you're not going to be in SG.
Bet you had fun with your clique in the morning :)
Of cus , with me in the night too . Hahah . Happy Advance Birthday okay !!! :)
Andand , Not forgetting Yi Xiang's birthday , 6 February , So ......
Happy 15th Birthday , Yi xiang , Hope you had fun too , though you have to go to work today .

Shall end here , :) Byebye.

♥

2010-02-04T20:02:00.004+08:00

Love this pic ttm! GTOP! ♥

Just finished my maths homework. (: Though there's still some questions blank. l:
School today was fine, but lessons seem really long and my stomach kept growling. o.o
Am I looking too stressed up or something?
Teachers are asking me if I'm okay, and asked if I was sick.
With all that homework and stress; eventually I will.
English supplementary was ... we did decorations for the classroom instead. (:
And I've only swept the floor. Hahas. :D
So as teacher asked us to do worksheets later on, it just came to mind what clique said the previous day.
For whatever reasons; we talked about our future, the other half.
They said that I'll be changing the other half now and then; do I look so?
Maybe I've set my goals too high?
I dont think so; I've even dropped the criteria to that I can accept guys with specs. ( The sudden change is actually because TOP is super dashing in specs. :D )
Whatever, I could just enjoy my single life now. ^^
I dont find any problem with being single though. And have lots of restrictions to the other half, I dont think I'll be an interesting partner after all.
Oh well. Finally going out with clique this sat. (:
And I dont think details are planned yet? Hmmp.
Its okay, stay tune till the next update! (:

REGINA: tagged! :D
reply:thanks!

CHERIE: I GOT LEH! CLICK, READ AND RUN!
reply:Lol. You good!

M.ENGHUI: LOLS. AHPUI
reply:Lol, yeah. Cute. ^^

REGINA: hello! ^^
reply:Hi! thanks for tagging! (:

CHERIE: yala,you busy hor.still duno what I want for present.at first plan until so nice,in the end gt nth
reply:Ya lah. You better think much harder.

REGINA: hi patient! ^^
reply: Hello! (:

PURE.
So TOP's new song is TURN IT UP! ^^

All worn out.

2010-02-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

With your definite nod and broad smile; it links to me that you're one whom I can really trust.

Third post for the day. Hehs. (: Too back up for my last few days lah.
I'm super worn out and exhausted.
Mondays are always days which are meant for students to be blue.
Classes are long and so are supplementary classes.
So are those piling homework on my table.
It'll take me ages to finish it.
Tsk. Super busy the whole week. I'll be contented if I'm able to take a nap in the afternoon; its really tiring, sometimes I would even sleep during bus rides. Lol.
Chem test today is a total ____ but I'm contented that I passed my previous maths test. (:
I'll be sixteen in just 10 days! (:
And shall be going out celebrating with clique this saturday.
Get to chill a little though.
I've been so busy that I'm hardly online and my blog seems so dead that no one is tagging.
I think I might as well shut my taggboard down huhs?
Am looking into Bigbang's news so much and neglected lollipop & show. ):
I'm so sorry for show that I've not even listened up his new songs.
Oh well, leaving for Malaysia next week, uber busy this week, till then.

Secrets are hard to keep.
Especially when its not a big deal anyway.

2010-02-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

Another endorsement for Bigbang! :D
Uber cuteeeeeeee!
Especially TOP's wink at 0.23! (:
He's getting cheekier these days. Hahs.

2010-02-03T19:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Kyuhyun! :D

TOP!

2010-01-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

TOP finally released his new solo at Bigbang's concert!
Awwwwwwww! XD
Believe it or not, I love this song ttm! :D
The MV was awesome too, totally my style!
Black and white! Hahas! :D
The monkey in the mv was duper cute!
And so is TOP at the ending! ^^
TOP is so hot!
So he's better off with short hair!
I'm now totally speechless! (:
Can't imagine how hot he is?
Here:

Oh damn, I swear I'll wipe his sweat if I'm there! :D

2010-01-30T14:02:00.003+08:00

My day started as early as 5.30am. Prepared myself, and bused my way down to meet kl and freinds. Bused down to Mac. Reservoir later on. And we boarded a bus with no air-con. GOD. Reached, blahs and stuff. Sang the anthem. Gossiped, and finally way to go.
The route was super bumpy. 3.2km was whore. The monkeys there was even scarier, screeching away. Finally everything ended and everyone left. Went to amk central to have lunch at long john with clique. Headed to pop, and home-d. Rushed out and met again. Headed to Orchad Takashimaya to get sh's dad's birthday present. (: Its truly very ex. Then headed to 313, window shopping and stuffs. AND I SAW MANY TYPES OF BB'S ALBUMS! I was so emotional at that time, I wanna get it! ): Clique even wanted me change me! By wearing dresses. NO! I wont. Hahas. :D I'm not that girl type at all. Soon sh headed home, and cl, kl and I went hub. Shopping. :D Bought two tops. Then finally home. (:

Yesterday was BIGBANG's concert! I'm surely to update later on. Hehs! :D
There's alot to know from the net!

2010-01-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

Anticipating!

Total shag.

2010-01-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

Finally the week's ending.
No school tomorrow, instead the school is going to Mac. Reservoir for runs!
Damn. I dont think I'll even run loh.
I am really stressed up for my F&N coursework.
Alot to be done yet so little time, practical is up next.
God. How can sec four life be so intense and so stressing!
I spent at least 3.5 hours on my coursework today at school!
T.T Fatigue. Dying soon.
Two weeks to new year, and I'm not all ready.

If only I can be like him, sleep and eat all days without worries.
LOL!

2010-01-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Jaejoong!(:

Tied down.

2010-01-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

Monday, spent the whole day in school, will be having supplementary lessons the whole term. O.o the latest till four. God oh god. I hate sec four life. Just hope everything would just end fast. Went to have dinner with Meng and her friends; = AWKWARD. Totally. But they were uber friendly. (: 8+me! :D I know who and who's personality is.
I'm very observant. ^^
Yesterday and today sucked. But going home after school straight away really makes one feel good, damn damn good. (:
Its another 2 more days! XD
News of Bigbang, lots! Cus the concert is coming up!
XP Cant wait! Though I wont be there. ):
And I want my Bigbang dairy badly!!!!!!!!!! );
When can I ever get it? Oh well.

Make things simplified no matter how complicated it is. Through; understanding.
I hope I can trust you well enough, dont make me lose the faith of you.
Keep that in mind.

2010-01-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

There's this quite chio guy whom is from Nanyang Poly came knocking at my door,
selling me a nail buffer when my hair is so messed up!
He talked so much; explained, yet I rejected buying from him!
Awwwwwww. I feel so bad right now. ):
I'm Sorry! ):

I'm a loner.

2010-01-24T18:41:00.002+08:00

The reason to smile all day. (:
Eased. I finally get to chill out yesterday. ^^
Texted to Meng asking if she wanna go for lunch, and instead we had a plan out.
Saw Hongwei & Yixiang too, so asked them along.
Headed to Bishan, Bugis and so.
Iluma first, bugis junction and stuff.
We stoned ourselves at the food junction for almost an hour deciding where to go,
but to no avail. -.-
Caught a upon a situation where we were just 5 meters away from the topshop,
and the glass just crashed down.
God, we were like. O.O and we all saw the glass crashing down.
What a luck! (:
So we were at bugis, all day.
Headed back to amk, saw kl, :D and gossiped and headed home.
Home-d at eight plus.
Out at weekend=homework undone. -.-

REGINA.: helllo! thanks for tagging! :D
reply:thank you too! (:

CHERIE: LOL easy satisfied i laugh.
reply:Laugh all you want, I'm really easy satisfied what.

Menghui: CHEERUP
reply: you too, (:

REGINA.: HELLO! TAGGED! :D

reply:thank you! :D

I think CN Blue will be a huge hit! XD Rock style!

2010-01-22T20:36:00.001+08:00

Finally I get to online. I'm super busy nowadays;
I even get any people to tagg me. ):
School has been fine and tiring. And I just coudn't understand teachers.
Some dont deserve to be. Totally.
I think I'm too stressed up. Just cried, total pour.
Tears rolling continuously.
I think I need a break. Really soon.
Clique going out tomorrow to shop for my birthday presents! Heh! ^^
And doing their stuffs.
Hmmmm; should I chill out tomorrow?
I have tons of homework, and alot to catch up.
My common results are gross.
No use even brooding about it. I just wanna go for the concert! ):
Met gans today, hmmp.
I really missed them, but things seem so awkward.
Well, I may shut my blog down, since its so "cold" anyway.
Should I?
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Guess who this cutie is? (:

Daesung opened his me2day! :D

2010-01-19T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm now awfully pissed.
Its only the start of the year and yet; everything sucks.
Grades, friendship, attitudes, situations.
I sick of everything.
Frankly speaking, I dont enjoy life at all.
I dont even anticipate my birthday now.
Who knows what miserable mishaps that might occur?
I'd rather been made a fool, not understanding anything.
Anything at all.
May this cheer me up a little.

<3

2010-01-17T18:52:00.001+08:00

I've got a new gadget! :D

I'm super happy! (:
But I'm still as tired and lack of sleep.):

Fourteen more days.

2010-01-15T20:44:00.003+08:00

Yes, I'm finally back. (: The series of common tests are definitely a difficult time for me. I'm exhausted; sec four life huh? God, its so super tiring and system packed that you'll have to really catch for breath. So far, I can only hope for a pass for my papers, though I know I'll flunk some. Totally.
The whole week has been spent studying, gossiping and spending? I think I've spent to much this week. Eeyer. -.- And I'll have to be back to school & NAFA tomorrow. I cant explain my exhaustiveness. I could only allowing me to indulge in my idol fanatic to overwhelm me and forget about the tiredness.
This week, the news are awesome! (: TOP had a haircut! No more BOOMZ! hahas, gag. I love his super hot haircut now, its freaking awesome. And the interview they had,

TOP: To conquere the world;I want to show a different side to me that I haven’t been able to show as a part of BIGBANG; I think I’ll marry late. Probably when I’m 40. I still want to have the freedom to do what I want to do. But when I meet the right person, I’ll probably change my mind and want to marry her.

God oh god TOP, it'll be 2027 by then!
The interview was so funny that I almost post it here. XD
And TOP is currently studying in a university! Cute. XP
He doesn't do his homework, how did he get that far? Hahas. :D
He's such awesome steel man, working & studying the same time, and also looking hot! :D
Oh well, there's still many news not read, gtg! (:

Mum decided to sponsor me for my phone. Its like finally! (: I'll pay part of it while she pays the rest. LG Cookie, heard that its fragile, is it really suitable for someone like me? Hmmp.
And I get to know what clique's gonna get me for my birthday. (:
All what I wanted. ^^ But I still desire alot for the Bigbang's diary! ):
Which is unlikely, just like how I desire to go for Bigbang's Big Show concert. ):
Oh well, let it be.

REGINA.: tagged! :D
REGINA.: taggg! :D
reply: thanks counsellor! :D

Menghui: Hey, Okay . Shall meet you up soon ! (: Got loads of thingys to update you too. Don't sad alright !
reply:Okay, I'll try, thanks. (:

REGINA.: hello! cheerups! :D dont be sad k :D
reply: Okay, I will. Thanks counsellor! (:

Menghui: I wanna meet you soon ); I'm sad. Nownownow );
reply: Aiyo, what happened? Sure sure soon, stay strong yeah? (:

2010-01-12T19:58:00.001+08:00

Always caught in a situation which I seriously hate myself.
Fuck my life.

2010-01-10T20:19:00.003+08:00

Oh damn, I'm bored; -.-

Yet I've not finished my chinese homework. Two O lvl papers.
Having common test the whole of next week, so most prob wont be onlining. ):
And since I'm so slack now, I'm gonna post my wants for my birthday as requested. ^^:

1. Bigbang's Concert Ticket. Ignore my craziness. :D
2. Bigbang Diary.
3. Bigbang Pictorial Book.
4. Photo Album with PHOTOS!!! (:
5. Bigbang album.
6. Show's latest album.
7. Posters! :D Regardless; lollipop, Bigbang, super junior or show!
8. Bigbang calendar and folder!
9. Bigbang Rings!
10. Anything with sincerity. (:

Goddd, I seem too greedy huh? XD
Ask me for info! XP Details and stuff luhs. (:
It seems alot, but its up for you to decide. (:

I'm a easily satisfied girl, yeh? Hahs. :D

Please...

2010-01-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

Name me the greedy. ^^
I dont want one, but two lollipops! XP
TOP's hot! But so is GD!Oh damn, with all those news, I just cant help but smile. (:
Its been a few days since I've updated, oh well, sec four life sucks.
Ttm. Cant help it, just to endure it for another ten months or so and it'll soon be over.
And finally getting on track, I received the greatest news of this week; to me uh. :D
1. TOP would be releasing his mini album/digital single this mid-feb! Hopefully during my birthday or near! XD
2.GD wont be going to jail! God, thanks god for everything! (:Everything's finally fine!
Hope awesome is that for me?! Yawwwwww! ^^
And I really anticipate February to come, truly. This year's new year would be diff.,so is my birthday! (: Still have to wait! :>
Alrights, update my life; hahas. :D
Cant remember much, just that I have tons of homework this weekend. -.-
Oh ya, went Temasek Poly the previous day.
Awesome, can see that the students there really enjoy their lives there, truly warming. (:
And the courses there are truly, attracting.
I'm still pondering which I really love; but it still depends till next year. x:
For now, I can only concentrate.
The horoscope book says that Aquarius people can really concentrate and deliver and understand information well. To me; hmmp.
Maybe I really did not concentrate enough.
Mum says I'm giving myself too much stress.
I was talking to her about the courses there when I started crying and worried for future.
God, am I really too stresssed?
I'm taking in too much. -.-
And I fucking hate today. Really gonna prove it wrong when I get hold of true evidence.
Knn, fuck sia. Truly made my day dull. Cb sia. Cant tolerate much. _l_

REGINA.: how's schl? (:
REGINA.: hi! tagged! :D
reply:fine, but exhausting. ): Thanks for tagging! (:

huiting: HEY YOU EVIL. Insulted my eyebags. haha! okay, i have to confess though. i hate those too!
huiting: let's go facial tgt one day! haha
reply:Everyone hates it! Hahas, sure! Lol. Meet up sooooooon! (:

Fucking pissed by you.
I really dont know how long can I tolerate.
God, save me.
I can really name all your flaws if you want me too, Pages of `em!

Start.

2010-01-05T17:46:00.010+08:00

So yesterday was the first day of school. What to expect?
Praying for better teachers and more motivation? Lol.
Just the first day and it was raining.
School, form teacher.
New teacher; form teacher. Mdm Kaur. I think.
New english teacher too. I really dont expect much from this school actually.
Classes as usual; and now our class is only left with 31 pupils. Pathetic.
And my register is now 14. O.o Damn front sia.
So the day was passed by gossiping? All day. :D
Thats what girls do right? XD
So yeah, gossiped all day long, holidays, stuff, etc. Anything that can be gossiped about, we gossiped it. Lols. Gossip till we were like -.- tired die.
After school, headed with clique to Sumo house to have lunch.
Full die. ^^ Chatted about how our birthdays should be celebrated.
We thought about staying over night at each other's house. Gee!^^
I'll anticipate it. (:
Left Sumo house, went jubilee's popular, and met Menghui by chance. Hehs.
Headed to popular to search for what chinling wanted and headed back to hub.
And went separate ways home.
Waited for Meng, strolled around hub, bought chilling ice! Mango. Shiok sia. :D
Walked home, slacked at 438 reading her horoscope booklet, and finally homed.
Today;
Hmmp. The day started with: Maths.
God, but I tried my very best to listen to what teacher is teaching and I understand! (:
Happpy dao!!! (: Really have to buck up my maths before its too late!
English lessons was like...I had my eyes half opened.
Chinse lesson was even worse. I had eyes three quarter closed! GODDDDD!
Teacher's voice is just like a lullaby! Almost everybody was put to sleep!LMAO! :D
CME lessons was still -.- cus el teacher was our cme teacher. Quite a time wasted.
And she was a shopaholic! O.o
Physics lesson was the best! Cus the teacher is Mr Yong!
Awesome! Quite sadded that he didnt take us as his form class this year, ):
And teacher was lazy to teach, so we had a class conversation thru the two whole periods!
We chatted about our holidays, the guys in class, grades, teacher's love life, and even porn!O.o Teacher is just trying to get those boys' mind cleaned out.
Well, he's the best teacher ever! :D Humorous die sia; he could been a comedian! XD
So school ended, I went to bubble tea to meet laoda.
Lunch-ed and homed.
I think I'm having eye bags, not having enough sleep huh?
Some photos which were taken at Marina Barrage says it!
Argh....Die die die.
I need to cure it. I dont wanna be like Menghui or Huiting!
Hahas. :D

P.S. Meng: Not sure if I'll upload all photos from MB, damn fcuking lot sia. See how uh! ^^
Ciao, peepo! (:

<3!

2010-01-03T17:48:00.014+08:00

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At least for now...

Kill my boredom! -.-

How can school start so fast? Tsk.
Till now, still unprepared.
Allow me to indulge in my idol fanatic.
Anticipating for T.O.P's solo album next year! :D
Though I may not get the hand of it. ):
Hope bbt will come SG! Soon!
And get my hands on luo sheng men! <3
So long;
Ciao!

Always.

2010-01-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words. Finally understanding.

What I've always wanted:
1. Keep my mind clear towards all things.
2. Trying to stay positive when I can.
3. Shout out to those bastards who thinks girls are weak.
4.Scream out to those whom I really detest.
5.Kick my bad habits; especially laziness.
6.Have the trust & freedom I've always wanted.
7.Share all my thoughts and feelings with my trusted souls.
8.Stop self- deception.
9.Ending each and everyday with a smile on my face.
10.Do my best in everything.

In the end, I think I'm always crushed and hit down by various circumstances and consequences. And never get anything finished by my needs.
In the end, its just a desire, that never got fulfilled.

2010-01-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sungmin-sshi! (:

The last.

2009-12-31T17:26:00.002+08:00

Its finally the last day of 2009.
The photo above speaks it all.
Its a year which I love alot; and also hate alot.
But god; how can he look so good?!?!? XP Always the one with the top fashion sense. (:
So how would next year be?
Spending the last day and the first day of the year rotting at home. -.-
Countdown anyone?
Maybe with laoda.
Depends. I'm freakkkkkkkkin outttttttt!

Menghui: Thanks my dear! Luv you !
Menghui: K
reply:things would be fine. (:

laoda: so depressing, i don even know what is ttm )))))):
laoda: anyway , send me the photos soon !
laoda: omg , you hav a profiel photo !
reply:its okay de, (: sent! any prob with that? (:

REGINA.: TAGS! :>
reply:thank you!!! ^^

Menghui: Update soooon! (:
reply:updated!

chinling: :Dthe day so paiseh leh~~~
reply: its okay :D

REGINA.: tagged! :D
reply:thanks! :D

P.S. The phone died on me. I'm uncontactable. MIA, again. -.-

2009-12-30T19:46:00.001+08:00

I'm not ready for school. Seriously;
I'M NOT READY.

_l_

2009-12-30T19:23:00.002+08:00

Godgodgodgodgodgod; I'll scream if he hands the mic to me. O.O
Yesterday, went studying with Huiting & laoda.
Met ht first, had our lunch there.
Laoda came and blahs.
For more details, catch laoda's blog. Lol. -.-
Went my house later the day and played poker.
Fun like mad.
Today,
the whole day with laoda.
Saw Meng by accident, and G. O.o
Lols.
Freaking tired now.
Mum still want me to do chores. -.-
Sorry not replying the taggs.
Thinking of shuting down my cbox. Hmmp.
Oh well.
Fcuking angry and pissed now.
Shall not entertain no more.
BYES.

2009-12-29T11:18:00.003+08:00

He is always so adorable. :D

(:

2009-12-29T10:03:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girl! For now; (:
Updates from previous days:

Saturday:
Went Meng's house. Suppose to do homework, in the end:
We watched Bigbang's dvd instead. Hahas, there was GD's & Taeyang's solo but no TOP! );

Sunday:
Met with Meng to hub to buy ingredients for next day's picnic. (:
But then met with her friends first.
Met Fookchoy, and went to arcade.
Met Peifan, and went to Sumo house for lunch/dinner?
So we ate, damn full until I wanna vomit.
They even had to play scissors, paper stone to clear the plate of teriyaki chicken.
And I was there laughing mad. :D
After meal, went back to hub to shop for ingredients.
Seriously, I see TOP everywhere!
Bought, headed back to Meng's home to leave the ingredients, and went searching for the tailor shop. Closed. Bicycle shop, Closed.
So went balling instead.
Her another friend came over so we continued.
My skills are fcking awful since the last.
Its been ages since I've bballed.
Keep air-balling. -.-
Home-d at eight plus.

Monday:
Day started early in the morning.
And Meng borrowed DSLR from Fookchoy.
Damn, he's uber good to lend others his baby. Whao.
So, Meng came my house around 10plus to cook,
Spag and sandwiches.(:
Watched tv, she went home and bathe, so did I.
Met up again and bus-ed to Marina Barrage.
When we were waiting for the next bus to get us there, it started drizzling.
What damn luck.
So reached, and it was drizzling.
Slacked at one corner first and went up later when its finally sunny.
Lots of photos captured.
300plus. O.o
Photos would be uploaded later or tmr. (:
Left at 6m reached amk at 8.
Bought bag, Meng bought her nailpolish, and rushed home.
I'll add in the photos later after Meng uploads hers.
For now, bye. :D

cute isn't he? ^^

Merry X'mas!

2009-12-26T15:14:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas people! (:
Though it seems a little late though.
Christmas was... speechless.
Dk what t o say, I kinda agree what laoda said. Hmmp.
Oh well.

So thats how Bigbang had their christmas;
OMFG!!! What happened to TOP's hair! O.o
Hope his previous hairstyle would be back soon!

As for SuJu, sigh.
With so many things and problems coming up,
I'd really hope SuJu wont disband!
SuJu hwaiting! :D

Menghui: Taeyang's fcuking cute. My gawd! AND HOTTT.
reply:yeah, my TOP too! ^^

REGINA: HAHAHA! ^^ TAGS!
Regina.: taggggggggggg :D
reply:thank you! :D

Menghui: I saw I saw, But which one?
reply:bottom left! (:

Regina.: tagged! :D
reply:thanks! (:

huiting: HELLO! BACK AFTER A LONG TIME! MISS ME DURING MY TRIP? haha!
huiting: ok, I saw his side view! not bad, hy! haha! ZOMG?! you've got your fringe?! i TOTALLY didnt notice!
huiting: HY IS STIL HY! :D
huiting: oh no BIG BANG FETISH! It's not gonna end soon huh? you are not going back to SJ that soon huh?haha
reply: Miss ya like freakin shit! :D Yeah, prob only his side view nice? hahs. XP will soon!Meet up soon dear! Love ya ttm!!!! :D

shuteng: hoo , where cha cambodia big banggggg
reply:no cambodia big bangggg! its korea's! :D

Regina.: wa. nice presents :D
Regina.: MERRY CHRISTMAS PATIENT! <3 class="pn_std">huiting: GLAD YOU LIKE IT! Merry Xmas! love ya too! :D
reply: :D love ya!

laoda: what is ttm ?
reply:to the max! :D

Menghui: ttm= to the max :D
Menghui: Anyway, Huiyi. Not bad leh. Hahah.
Menghui: Merry Christmas. And we over le. Meet you soon. Update you also! );
reply:hahas, yeah. meeeeeting u later! cheerups dear! (:

laoda: walau , i out liao lah . Im still so young siah !
laoda: anymore my photos ?
reply:glad u know that. hahas. :D let me see yea?

My mum was also a idol frantic too!She collects idol's photos, writes letters to them & more!
Saw her idol album that day!
That makes me wonder if its the inherit I'm like that. :D
Hahas, I gonna have one idol album too!(:

P.S. Meng, cheerups okay? Time heals everything, thats the reason to the word numb. Alrights, I'll have my Bigbang & your Taeyang to cheer you up later on. Stay positive! (:

23`12.09!♥

2009-12-24T15:04:00.004+08:00

Hey People!!! ^^ Miss me? Hehs.
Caution: Quite alot of photos; may lag your com. :D Uber long post. o.o

My day started as early as 7.30. GOD.
Prepared my self and left house at 8plus to meet clique at hub.
And Keng was laet again, always. Hahs.
Headed to the mart to chop for tidbits & then headed to the interchange.
Took bus 138 all the way to the zoo. (:
On the way, we exchanged our christmas presents! :D
They were all really awesome!
I'll sum up all the photos of the presents later. Hehe. ^^
Reached the Zoo, bought our tickets and went in.
We decided to have our so called 'breakfast' at the picnic area before everything when a peacock came in our direction. o.o Keng was so shocked and screamed. I cant help but to laugh. :D

So we fled for our lives. o.o After much pondering, we've decided to keep the presents in the locker before going around the Zoo.
Left our heavy 'burden', we headed to discover the Zoo! Hahas. :D
Some way we spotted many insects, which were kind 'whao'.

So we spent half the day roaming around the Zoo.
Well, let the pics do the talking. ^^

See them dating? Hehehs. :D

Hope Keng wont scold me for this!

The orang utan looks so lonely; only one in such big cage. Sadded.

God knows what they are doing. (:

Headed to the kids world, maze, & playground! ^^

?!?!?!?

I've so many photos to upload, I'm just too lazy. hahas. :D
I've so many of Keng's photos that they can compile into an album!:D
We finished Zoo, and dk who suggested going East Coast, so we hitched 138 back to hub.
Before leaving, we say a car and saw its car plate, I was like Lol; wth?!

No offence, but only find it funny. ^^
So we got back to hub, and bus-ed again on 135 to ECP.
During the way, I was so bus-sick that I almost cant tahan. Tsk. o.O
So after much walking and searching, we reached ECP. :D
Keng & Chin went for their bicycle rides while Si and I rested by the sea.

While they were riding, I opened the presents Keng & Chin gave me. OMG.
Cos its full of Bigbang! ^^

I was so efffffing happy de lahs!
After much this & that along the way, Keng & Chin stayed at ECP while Si and I went home.
Baded goodbye and left.
Never was I so desperate to get home.
We searched high and low for bus stops.
And finally hitched 55 back home.
We were exhausted. Didnt have lunch. ):
Got off the bus and bade goodbye to Si.
Phone-d and call Huiting & laoda.
Met laoda first and headed to the coffee shop to have dinner.
Laoda said I looked like one whom is leaving home, carrying a bag and taking so much stuff. I was like lol?!
Started to have dinner when Huiting came.
Dear dear dear! I love her ttm!♥
The week before, she left for cambodia, and now she's back with momentos for us. (:

Sweeeeet! ^^

Laoda's. Hers was bigger, cos her name was longer! :D
And I was uber shocked when she gave me this:

BIGBANG'S BIGSHOW DVD!

Most importantly, its from Korea! She asked her friend to buy it! OMGxzxzxzxzxz!
LOVE HER TTM!
Now I dont have to watch it online! Heheh. :D
Besides, she also got me TOP's badge!

Aweeee! I thought I was going to faint!
Thanks alot my dear, I really dk what to say! :D
I love you! ♥

She got Hero's badge for herself too! (:

Card from dear too! ^^

Well, I'm really speechless being so shocked, happy, and also tired for the whole day!
Hahahs, below are just random pics!

Laoda playing with my cam while I'm eating. XP

She was even camwhoring with it. Hahas. :D
Alrights, after much chatting and poker, we left for home.
Home at 9plus near 10. Dead beat. Whao.
So much for a day. :D
Now, its all the pressie's sum up from clique! (:

From Keng! :D

From Chin,taiwan! I think I left out one! PS! XP

From Si, japan! :D

Overall:
To Huiting, Laoda, Kenglin, Chinling, Sihui:
Thanks alot guys! Love you guys ttm! :D
Merry Christmas! ♥

P.S. Whoa, I spent an hour blogging!o.o
Sorry taggers, I'll reply taggs tmr! ^^

2009-12-22T16:24:00.002+08:00

Till next year; (:

Cousins stayover made me realise alot.
Too much too elaborate.
Saw that cuteness & childishness. XP
So long. (:
Going out to the zoo tomorrow!
:D

2009-12-21T16:46:00.001+08:00

You made my day. ^^

2009-12-21T15:49:00.003+08:00

Click for bigger view.*
Crazehhhhhhhhh!
I am so rotting at home and not touching my homework .-.-
The above, I want it for my birthday!
Wahahahh! :D
Its kinda ex tough. I'm saving up for it. ^^
It has alot of pics and stuff in it, and its a dairy, much more valuable.
Worth it. If lollipop os SJ has it, I will buy it too!
For now, its Bigbang! XP
Congrats to them for winning the best newcomer award in japan! :D

P.S. I'll love the one who grants my wish. ^^

2009-12-20T13:17:00.002+08:00

Oh damn! My Bigbang for FILA again! ^^
[Hearts inserted x 2346842345376054699943.1999!]
Yawwwwww, my TOP was super cute at the end! XP

2009-12-19T16:31:00.000+08:00

Random upload. ^^
My TOP is so damn cute lahs!!!
Well, Tae is cute too. :D
The T's are so hot nowadays!!!

Another new beginning.

2009-12-19T15:05:00.004+08:00

The reason why my com is always image heavy.
Hey people! ^^ Hadn't been updating lately, cos I was studying. Hehs. XP
I had my haircut with laoda the day before, and yes.
Laoda kept persuading and I got my fringe. (:
I'm still me yeah? :D
Later in the afternoon, went laoda's house to study.
And she helped me alot!
And I've promised to help her do her english compo since she helped me so much. ^^
Thanks laoda! :D
Christmas is coming! Dont know how this year's christmas will be,
still anticipating.
Clique and I are going to the zoo next wednesday!
YEAH! :D
People from other countries celebrates christmas in their cold weather while we got out 'sun-tanning'. Hahas. :D
Looking forward to it! ^^
Ooops... I've not wrapped their presents yet. O.o
Gonna get it done soon. (:

Cherie: Duh but you got money meh? Dalang better. I see the pinkpanther I see zhu:Dso cute
reply:Lol. i dont see any cuteness in it. -.-

REGINA: hihihi i saw you ytd! ^^
reply:hahas, yeah. saw you too! :D

chinling: jiayou :D
reply:thanks! ^^

REGINA: tagged! ^^
reply:thank you! :D

Menghui: Tag you (: Hahah, ok.
reply: hahas. :D

P.S. Perhaps there would be images coming up soon! ^^

2009-12-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

I love my TOP & Meng loves her T too. ^^
Ytd, went studying with laoda and more.
Exhausted.
I have an aching back from yesterday and not sleeping well.
More to add on, cousins are staying over.
My house in a mess, cramped like whatever.
And me, tired like shit.
There's no privacy at all. ):
My back's aching and dont wish to elaborate further.

REGINA: tagged :D
reply:thanks!

shuteng: ya lah ! the auntie should not even open the shop in the first place if she thinks it so precious !!
reply:yeah lah!

Menghui: Tag you , [
reply: thank you. (:

REGINA: tagged again ^^
reply:thanks! :D

huiting: LOVE YOU TOO! you are the bestest :D & no bb cambodia album for ya, promise! BYE! :D
huiting: thanks the the christmas present will find yours ASAP! Meanwhile, you'll contribute by thinking
huiting: watcha wants
huiting: KAY? BYE:D BACK NEXT SAT :D
huiting: MISS YA! (god, i am typing simply too much)
reply:hahas, yeah. glad to hear that. I dk what I want! waiting you to be back dear! ^^

kl: i wrote smth different(:
reply:hahas, okay. thanks.

Menghui: Tag ):
Menghui: many stories to update you!
reply:you've got me updated! cheerup girl! :D

REGINA: tagged:)
reply:thanks! :D

I hate lesbians. Especially those who dont have others in their world.
Truly gross.
Better dont let me see that scenario again. -.-